Saturday, January 01, 2005
It is like a twinkling of an eye... the year 2004 has jus passed....
It was indeed a tough and yet eventful year. I cant remember much of Jan-May....
However, from June onwards, things begin to take flight.
June:- Emerge Conference
A time of real stretching... Took part in Talentime and POS concurrently. It was a physical stretch for me and also a spiritual stretch. Made alot of strong frenships and of cos learnt alot of things from each other. Talentime got in finals and POS got 2nd! :)
July-August:-NUS ministry...Reaching out.
PGP BBQ...Ubin trip... Followup outing... Prayer mtgs... It was jus happening and awesome. We are jus makin impacts.
Alice and I built vv strong frenship... :) and shaun too.
Service multiplied. took new team... New challenges... Adults and Youths mix... All the frenship have to be rebuilt. Esp when i came from a "dream" team...
Sept-Oct:-Many revelations...Visions
I was inspired by Bro Victor's testimony abt how he put God first and he got his research bk published...not jus one paper but two! It was amazing. I was inspired to study my best to get dean's list.
God also encouraged me alot to keep the rite attitude and stay in his atmosphere. there i will find authority in Jesus' name... :)
Nov-Dec:-Tidal waves...
It was not so smooth for me... Though many pp may not know. I had to make strong decisions. Yet... I didnt want to... I still waitin for things to happen.. Things seem so rocky. really up down up down... i am so tired.
I fell sick (really sick) for over 1.5 weeks. I think it was timely to make myself more health conscious. To think abt exercising more. ha! and buildin up immunity. I was so stressed i couldnt think straight. Drivin test ( failed 2nd time) boo hooo. NIghtmares abt tests and driving!
I think I was pressed in from all over. I was nearly bursting. Yet I had to hold on.
My cg disbanded. We went separate ways. However... I was glad actually to have a new start.
I was very excited when i see so many youths. cos i felt tt i could impact youths much much more. :) I miss the days where we have so many members and the frens come and stay immediately! I miss good fellowship.
Amanda left. I was so so sad. I was shocked.
My relationship with my gang has sort of drawn closer. with some of the people...
I was starting to get frustrated in ministry cos the rest doesnt seem to see wat i see. Things are not happening.
However, this year did end on a good note. I had great fellowships with my new multiplied cg, N274... We went to have a happening countdown for Christmas and New Year haha. We built good frenships... We cared enough to give. We cared enough to turn up. I got my results
A, A, A-, A-, B+. That was thru my tough times.... I was like depressed everyday n jus recovered n was overly stressed. So it was already vvv good ( i came to realise it) THank u Jesus...
My frens showed alot of concern for me........ they really stood by me even till now... I had great frenship with Grace :)
New year visions:
1) To be happy. Strong emotionally.
2) To be strong in my will. Not to waver.
3) To be a CGL.
4) To be physically trained up.
5) To get into dean's list.
6) To bring 2 pp to the Lord and discipled.
I thank Jesus for seeing me thru this year 2004. It was indeed a year of trials and testings. However, thank U for being faithful... and not losin hope in me.... :) LOVE U!!!!!!!! LOVE ALL my frens! :) HUGZ!
1:53 AM*
